Friday, April 1, 2011Y

Got a draft in another song i'm writing.
Here goes.

When you're crying out and you feel so alone,
when no one's there, no one to call you up on the phone,
everyone's gone, they've got their own story to write,
and your emotions are breaking out, it's a feeling you can't fight.

You think back at the times that you would sit and laugh along,
with your friends, in a place you once called home,
but now that home is gone, and all their hearts turn to stone,
now they don't look like the friends you had once before.

you used to get affected on every statement they make,
every word of criticism you put your life at stake,
you cry everytime they leave you or put you aside,
but you gotta learn to deal with it, cus it's just life.

8:00 PM

Sunday, March 27, 2011Y

Another song i wrote. It's titled 'All'

i hope you readers like it.

When the world starts, slipping from your hold.
You feel lost, and left all alone.
When you turn around, you don't see anyone.
Because you've lost your all, you've lost your only hope.

When he walked away, everything he said,
flashed back in your mind, pierced like an arrow through your head.
Everytime that you see him, walking past you, holding her hand,
you break down, and cry, but he don't care.

You think about the past,
when you two lived happily,
Drawing clouds on the walls,
Seemed like nothing would break you two.

Now it all burns to ashes,
your facing this empty grey wall,
Reminiscing what is gone,
You've lost your all.

Pull yourself back together,
Discard all the sadness,
Wipe those tears flowing down,
And throw it all away.

Move on, take a step with me,
and we'll go furthur than it used to be,
If only you could just see,
that you're the one for me.

8:45 PM

Wednesday, January 26, 2011Y

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you were their armour
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'her
But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?
And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?
What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

"Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane
"Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"
I don't know, go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy
Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself
I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself
Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her

I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These fuckin' walls must be talking, cuz man I can hear 'em

Sup readers , how's life going on so far , man ?

Just a word, keep your dreams realistic , move on to something better when you know you're at a dead end . But don't give up if you know you still have hope in it .

Crazy two weeks, friends getting rejected , me getting confused , tired , exhausted . Be it family or life , family made a deep impact on me..How they treat me , i try to put up , its just shit..

Girl , i miss you . But i dont know how to tell you . I dont know how you'd feel , how you'd react . I dont want things to turn out awkward , but i have confidence everything's gonna be alright . So i'm gonna try .

Things dont always work out the way you want to . Compromise , work it out in other ways . There's a will , there's always a way . Everything has a solution , if you think there's no solution , your positivity and possiblity of the impossible happening , will not happen .

To three people : Just believe , have faith , everything will be alright . You've got your friends , you've got me . Although i may not understand how you feel , i'm just a call or text away , or just call my name in school or when we go out . My shoulder's always there , a listening ear too . Always here whenever you need me .

To one : I'm praying for you everyday , every night , that you'd be very happy and succeed , make an impact on people's lives , change them , and make a difference . You're gonna excel in school , gonna be the best you can ever be . Get into the best class , and yea i'll try too , but i'll be cheering you on, in my heart, first . Whenever you need me , just a call away . (:

To another one : Although i may not understand what you're going through , i pray for you too . Hope you look at life a different way and change a little . I'm trying to change too , but i guess it isnt working very well , but i'll try harder . Jiayou , you can . Always behind your back , man .

Love hurts , but don't you think it frees our heart after , and we realise much more in the next partner that you find ? Everyone has a complicated heart , and mind . Most of the time we dont even really know what we're thinking and why do we love that person , why do we miss them , But you dont need a reason to love someone , if you have a reason , its not called love .

Guys , change lives , make an impact . Dont let things affect you , just be yourself .
Look at the bumble bee , scientific studies have shown , they cant fly , but in the end , they still do , why ? Because they dont listen to what people say or think , and they did what others said they couldn't do . Be like a bumblebee , dont be afraid to be different .

I lost my cool today , but i'm gonna control myself . It's your body , control it however you can .

I hope this post made a little difference , i'll stop here . I'll blog tmrw , feeling kinda down and sad now but , life goes on , so why dont we all just smile , because being sad isnt gonna change anything .

Last 3 words : I love you ♥

10:53 PM

Sunday, January 2, 2011Y

woohoo my first rubbish chinese love song (Y) give feedback k LOL :p

爱你了好久，

只感到伤害，

感到了心疼，和悲哀。

记得我对你说，不管有多么辛苦，

我会在你的身边，跟你一起哭。

摩掉你的眼泪，从你的眼碎碎地流，

握着你的手，陪你喊出痛苦。

希望有一天，我们会在一起，

一起过生活，不管人们怎么说。

我向你的爱，什么都不能取消，

朋友或家庭，老师或生命。

每一天，时间慢慢地过，

我想着你对我说的话，

你说‘如果有什么令你伤心的事，

跟我说，每天每秒都会一起跟你克服。

现在你离开我的身边

我的感受不能再避免，

为什么你要丢下我们的爱，

跑掉去找多一个男孩.

看起来，好像是我给你不够的爱，

是我对你不够明白，

没有把握我们甜蜜的回忆。。

每一天，慢慢地觉得人生没有意义。

坐在电视的面前，吃我的饼干和泡面。

听着爱情的歌曲，

想要握住你的手，

坐在冷气下发抖。

三个月已经通过，

我们也做会了朋友，

希望你会回来一起跟我走。。

9:54 PM

Saturday, January 1, 2011Y

31 December 2010-1st January 2011 !

Today , woke up pretty tired . Woke up at 8.30 A.M , told myself "Aiya nvm la 9 'o' clock then get out of bed . then i procrastinated until 9.48 A.M and finally got up.

Washed up and had breakfast then CHIONG tuition homework before tuition, 11-1p.m . After that went to Bedok Food Corner with my sister and mum , then they fetched me to Tampines and i bought my notebook . Then went to Tampines Interchange's Mac and met Uzair there , then went to Century Square arcade to meet Azirul and Eugene . After that , about 5p.m , Uzair and I left for LAN . Too bad Iman couldnt come with us.. ):

Then we played Left 4 Dead 2 until damn fun :D But left at 7 to go KFC and have dinner . Thanks Uzair for accompanying me and the long talks (Y) . Great bro :D

Then i took the MRT to Paya Lebar HOGC ! Reached about 8.15p.m and sat with Wei Heng . Listened to Pastor How's sermon about 2011 being the best year for us and how we can change it for the better . After that about 9.20p.m , went to fountain to meet the rest of the CG . Took photos with QI LONG , ZHISHENG AND EUNICE . Then went to NTUC to buy pepsi and coffee (Y) . After that we attended the 10.30p.m service , song and worshipped , then listened to Pastor How's second sermon of the day about the power of Thanksgiving . Really learnt alot , very inspiring :D And out 2011 resolution . Then it came to 11 p.m.

We worshipped again and finally counted down ! And man , the musical was just awesome ! :D

Anyway , Happy New Year guys , i'm sorry for all that has happened in 2010 betwee nus but i know it will be better for us this 2011 (: May 2011 be the best year ever and yet !

Well wishes and hope you guys excel in alot of things , that you guys desire to (Y) . Then we partied , Taupok-ed and took many pictures , shook many hands (: My phone then got spammed over 30 msges sia , HAHA but managed to reply all (Y) Screamed alot , other ppl also screaming and blowing whistles , very fun atmosphere , but now feel like cannot hear or talk properly le LOL .

Have a great day and year ahead ! Hope to see you guys soon , looking forward :D
JY to those going back to school , don't so sian , must look forward (:

Will blog again when more things like this happen , until then , good bye ! Will blog about the first day of school and the Sec 1 Orientation (:

-Signing Off,
Anders (:

5:15 PM

Tuesday, December 28, 2010Y

HEY GUYS . BACK . HAHA

Yesterday, met up with CG guys for lunch at Roxy Square basement . Really welcoming , really funny :)

Then we walked to ECP , and on the way to rent our bikes , it started raining so we RAN to the bowling centre. Then went to the arcade to play since most of them didnt want to bowl . When the rain stopped , we went to ride our bikes . Ride halfway , tired le . sit at bike shop slack LOL . Wah Qi Long , zuo stun hor , pro pro , ride with you i also scared le LOL . Rode to jetty , took alot of photos , then rode from one end of ECP to the other . damn fun . Then zhisheng, patrick, justine and i left about 6 before the others . Sad that we couldnt stay . Will blog again , maybe this saturday ? 1ST JAN 2011 , LOOKING FORWARD . Have a great day ahead , guys ! :)

4:44 PM

Monday, December 27, 2010Y

I just wanna thank these people , well , i forgot some names but i have them in my heart :)

Ryan Tung ! Best Brother, TMS

Ervins Ong, Brother ! TMS

Zhao Jie, Brother ! TMS

Eunice Mak ! Sister , TMS

Koh Zhisheng ! HOGC

Marcus Yip ! HOGC

Jian Ming ! HOGC

Brandon Goh ! HOGC

Douglas Hoe ! HOGC

Justine Tan ! HOGC

Amos ! HOGC

Felicia ! HOGC

Azirul ! TMS best brother, friend

Toby ! HOGC

Charmaine Tan ! Sister , TMS friend

Samantha ! Sister , TMS friend

Adriena ! HOGC

Naeson Menon ! Brother , TMS friend

Uzair ! Best brother , TMS friend

Iman ! Best Brother , TMS friend

Tianxin ! Bestest deskmate and friend in everything

Jiaxuan ! Sister , TMS friend

Daryl Hong ! TMS friend , brother !

Brenda ! Meimei , TMS friend !

Nicole Chai ! Sister , TMS friend

Lijie ! Sister , TMS friend

Xiaodan ! Sister , TMS friend

Ali ! TMS friend , brother

Charlie ! TMS friend , brother

Valery ! TMS friend , sister

Blair ! TMS friend , Brother

Wengkong ! TMS friend , Brother

Wenshan ! TMS friend , Sister

Matthew ! TMS friend , Brother

Xavierlyn ! TMS friend , Sister

Lots more but it's midnight , i can hardly remember any more .

Thank you Douglas so much for the talk and sharing today , i've learnt alot alot from you , bro !
Thanks Eunice for bringing me to HOGC and making my life so much more positive and lifelier ! with many good friends who are warm and true , caring and loving ! HOGC is my second home now :)
THANK YOU ZHISHENG BRO FOR PEI-ING ME SO MUCH AND HELPING ME TO GET OVER THIS PROBLEM , OMG I CANT BELIEVE I LET GO AND FEEL SOOOOO GOOD ALR ! HAHA WOOT .
Thanks Tianxin for always standing up for me and in class , pei me talk and we're close .
Thanks Ali somehow for teaching me a lesson in life :)
Thanks Wenshan , Xavierlyn , Blair , Valery , Lijie , Brenda , XiaoDan , Daryl , Uzair , Iman , Naeson , Samantha , Charmaine , Azirul , Adriena, Wengkong and Douglas for listening to my burden and spending much time with me to make me feel better ! :)

You guys really made me different , i KNOW im gonna change for you guys ! thanks so much , i dont know in what way can i repay you guys..
I swear , that 2011 will be the greatest year for all of us ! God bless and Merry christmas ! Haha :D
I'm gonna change , im gonna show the world .

Okay this has gotta be the longest post yet . LOL

HOGC has been a really fun experience for me , the past 3 days of Christmas service , i have really learnt alot and been deeply inspired by Pastor How's speech about faith . It takes faith to do everything ,
And i believe i have faith to slowly let go , and live a joyful and happy life ! Really , -tsk- i mean it ;)
You guys have warmly welcomed me , i feel so touched . THANK YOU MARCUS YIP FOR BUYING ME LUNCH TODAY , REALLY . I CRIED YOU KNOW , TOO TOUCHED . LOL xD

It's 12.30 now , i might just , go to bed :) and sleep all the troubles off . Goodnight world , will post again .

Haha alright , im writing a song now . pretty sad , but its about letting go :)

Goodbye guys ! hope you enjoyed this LOOONNNNGGGG POST xD

12:37 AM